Friday, April 18, 2008
today was like damn fun der lor
we played in school in the sport day thing
with bird bird haha
and even on the way back lor
is damn fun the lor ...
fun till i didn't have time to think about
other things which i wanted to forget
but its always on my mind
i just can't stop thinking things that i should not
sometimes i think to myself
how i wished that i could hold you beside miie
just 1 min is enough but you don't even give 1 sec
the way you look at her
i didn't wanna see i didn't wanna say
it just hurts alot
then i told myself that pamela rachel jolene jean evan
are all so ....
i don't know how to say
i just wanted to be so
telling secrets to the person you trust
and share pain and sorrows
but i just can't
just didn't have the courage to do so
Labels: i just wanted to hold you
10:54:00 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
arr is like so long never blog cause my computer down ...
don't know what happen but never mind as long as its okay now
today is like boring is school the whole day de lorr
then after school also never go where cause i very guai go library
haha ...
in school playing the cube then rachel's is being confiscated lorr haha
then mr mano let us listen to song while doing our maths w/s
haha good right ...
love this man !!! erms lets hope that this go on alright
miie and sweetheart is like not so close maybe its miie because..
but i also don't know why just don't feel like so ..
i try the best not to talk to her because i feel that the more i talk to her
the more we like going to fight lor
just not happy this few days because of jean one and still got another reason
just that i didn't wanna say about it
lovess
misses
kisses
to
pamela (shee)
rachel (dar)
kelly (qin ai)
evangeline (mei)
shirmain (pupor)
jean
jolene (mei)
bird bird
wei song (ah tee)
someone i can't say
and all i know
YOU too
10:06:00 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
nothing much to write so just played a few of this
kill time kill sadness...
hope it does
giving it a try...
You are Milk Chocolate |
 A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. |
Your Brain is 40% Female, 60% Male |
 You have a total boy brain Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts And while your emotions do sway you sometimes... You never like to get feelings too involved |
You Belong in Summer |
 Energetic, creative, and very curious about the world... You're not going to let anything hold you back, especially a cold day. Whether you're chilling out at the beach or partying all night, you live for the warm weather. |
You Are In a Decent Mood |
 You aren't turning cartwheels, but you're having a pretty good day. Some ups, some downs, but overall you're coming out ahead. And who knows? Tomorrow could be even better! |
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent |
 Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. |
You Could Be a Vampire... If You Had To |
 Like most people, the thought of being a vampire has crossed your mind. But you're not sure if you'd do it, even if you could. Living forever doesn't sound half bad, if you could live forever with the people you love the most. But do vampires even love? And would the vampire version of you even be you? It's all too much to contemplate. Luckily, the chances of you ever becoming a vampire are astronomically low. What you would like best about being a vampire: Living forever What you would like least about being a vampire: Blood stained teeth |
Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
 Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is low. You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable. You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea. While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise. |
You Are 52% Angry |
 Generally, you are not an angry person. But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper. And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful. You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often. |
Your Inner Blood Type is Type B |
 You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day. Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable. And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success. You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible. You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and |
What Your Easter Egg Says About You |
 You are whimsical, spontaneous, and fun loving. You connect well with people, but nature is your true love. Changing locations and scenery is important to your creativity. You are inspired by the surroundings around you |
Your Flirt Quotient |
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Your Power Level is: 67% |
 You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals. |
The True You |
 You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like. |
You Are 32% Emo |
 You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy. |
You Are 16% Spoiled |
 You are definitely not spoiled. You've worked hard for what you have. Down to earth and grounded, you don't need a lot to make you happy. |
You Belong in Generation X |
 You fit in best with people born between 1961 and 1981. You are fun, laid back, and very independent. You are willing to take risks and live your life however you see fit. You are casual, accepting, and friendly. You see everyone as your equal. |
yaa i made good first impression okay DON'T LOOK DOWN ON MIIE
You Make a Good First Impression |
 You probably are making a much better impression than you realize. Social situations can be a bit awkward for you at times, and you tend to over think what you say and do. If you make a social faux pas, you remember it a lot longer than anyone else does. Just relax and do your best. There are little things you can do to improve your social image. Express more of an interest in the people around you, and be a good listener. The secret of fascinating people is that they find everyone else fascinating! |
You Are A Blue Girl |
 Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart. |
Chance You'll Live to 100: 77% |
 100 is looking pretty likely for you right now. You've made your health a priority. So kick back, keep doing what you're doing, and enjoy the great life you've made for yourself. And you might get to see what the world is like 70, 80, or even 90 years from now. |
You Are a Brazil Nut |
 To most people, you seem exotic, unusual, and even a bit scary. But you're really quite normal. You're just hard to get to know. If people leave you alone and let you do your thing, you really shine. But you tend to get lost in a crowd, especially if it's filled with big personalities. |
Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate |
 You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great. One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog... And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes. Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with. |
Your Sensitivity Score: 76% |
 You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not. |
Your Birthdate: February 14 |
 People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong. You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 3 You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month. |
7:42:00 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Your Mind is Red | ||
 Of all the mind types, yours is the most impulsive. If you think it, you do it. And you can get the bug to pursue almost any passion. Your thoughts are big and bold. Your mind has no inhibitions.
You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about love, your dreams, and distant places. |
You Are Valentine's Day |
 You are a true romantic who places the ultimate importance on love. You are warm hearted, and you find it easy to care for people. Love is what drives you - and you have a love to give. You enjoy making someone's day. You're full of surprises. What makes you celebrate: Being with the person you love on a special day At holiday get togethers, you do best as: The sentimental one On a holiday, you're the one most likely to: See it as romantic and special |
You Are Coffee Ice Cream |
 Energetic and lively, you are always on the go. You're doing a million things at once and doing them well. You tend to motivate others and raise spirits. You are most compatible with chocolate ice cream. |
You Are a Brownie |
 Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted. Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are. |
You Are a Little Addicted to Gossip |
 In your view, most gossip is pretty harmless. And it's a pretty fun way to pass the time! You're willing to pass on some juicy details... As long as you're not impacting anyone's personal life too deeply. |
You Should Rule Mercury |
 Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever. Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match. Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests. A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you. |
You Have Low Self Esteem 40% of the Time |
 Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail. Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly. |
Your Luck Quotient: 58% |
 You have an average luck quotient. There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky. You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it. So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect. |
You Are Very Happy |
 Your life is totally together, and you enjoy every day. And you don't need a quiz to tell you that! You know how to find pleasure in the little things... And even when life isn't so great, you have a good sense of perspective. |
You Are 88% Open Minded |
 You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgmental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself. |
You Are a Blue Crayon |
 Your world is colored in calm, understated, deep colors. You are a loyal person, and the truest friend anyone could hope to find. On the inside, you tend to be emotional and even a bit moody. However, you know that people depend on you. So you put on a strong front. Your color wheel opposite is orange. Orange people may be opinionated, but you feel they lack the depth to truly understand what they're saying. |
You Are 30% Weird |
 Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself. |
You Are 26% Evil |
 A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. |
You Have a Melancholic Temperament |
 Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. |
Your Love Number is 7 |
 When you fall in love, you experience it to the fullest. You are a cheerful, joyful soul - and you attract people easily. While you fall for people quickly, you also fall out of love quickly. It takes a dynamic, exciting lover to keep your attention long term! |
11:41:00 AM
Friday, April 11, 2008
sian sian another day just past like that ...
and i hate sat and sunday because i can't see you ...
arrr... just hate purely hate hate daooo...
missing you day by day
loving you more and more day after day ...
don't think until ... i meant frenz and sisters and HIM
looking at you i love looking you more i smile at myself
then i think could you be mine ...
but today's tuition was like damn fun der lor
saying things on chapter 5 n 6 some parts are like making miie puke but some are so funny
that i can't stop laughing then talk this talk that abit time just pass
happy is always so short
sadness is always so lllooonnnggg
but a happy moment is enough to let miie think of you
another siannnn and fun day
smile and laugh
were what i wanted all along ...
i may shout at you treat you not as gd as the other sometimes but you will always be in miie
my world my sweet-world right haha
those who deserve to be love will be ....
one day even if its short but it will last you forever
that moment which held your smile
just make miie happy ...
misses and loves ...
to all ...
Labels: loving you more and more day by day
8:38:00 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
arrr....
today was like damn fun de lor ...
we play and slack around ...
we went to northpoint to do something ....
then we went back to 200+ there go the library there slack around ...
then we like playing in the library la then shirmain came over i was like shock because she was there too then we like don't know and david mao they all .all there lor
we play and laugh in there then the librarian was like very angry then tell us to talk softly la
then was like scolding us why inside but doing nothing like that
then we went out lor jolene still go grab a book like she was reading arr it was like so fake la
then after that we at the library downstairs there for 30min like that playing laughing out loud like we are mad but it was damn fun la
just love today soo much
playing all around making a fool of ourself
its fun and funny stupid or whatever
i don't care ...
i just know that its so fun
wished that everyday would remain like this
as happy as today
loves fun and laughter day
AMELIA'S HAPPIEST DAY
seeingyousmilejustmakemehappy
wo jiu shi ai ni
Labels: maybe somedays dreams will come ture
9:23:00 PM
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
my sweet
suddenly miss you so much wanted to see you but can't
hoping the next (whatever time i have to live) i will get to see you more and more day by day
you gave me the feeling that i can't control never experience this before
having the chance to look at you i would give another part of my life out don't know why
don't know how you gave me that short time but deep love like i love you long ago before anyone
does love you look at you just give me all i want you are just enough you one is enough its all i
need
just being able to look at you everyday is enough just look is enough even if you didn't know that i
_ _ _ _ you so ...
you just had the power to brighten up everything
minutes ago i was updating my blog say that i was that and that angry
the next minute i think of you i was not angry at all not even a little
and now posting on how happy i was till i met you
the one who brighten up my life
Labels: i didn't know till today i knew that this is how it was going all along
10:16:00 PM
nothing much but lots after school like we find daddy outside school just now then he show us something la (if know then know don't know then that's too bad don't have to say) its like so sweet la ....
then when he show us that time kian hou and his fren there then i remembered that kian hou go play with my name lorr then i was angry daoooo like what lor then wanted to hit him(when in school la then he run here run there making me like so tired lor) then i tell daddy he play with my name then daddy was like who?? then i say there that guy lor that kian hou ...and jean was there too la then she suddenly run away then i knew i said something wrong la sorry sweetheart i didn't meant it ...
daddy still fighting with her la don't know why they always fight fight fight ... aaarrrr
then daddy was like so sian de lorr all the time give that stupid stupid lame lame sian sian face lorr see le also not happy lor then when to buy some food lor
what a sian day right ??
i was sian daoo ......
the whole day like that ...
if everyday like that i will sian till die ar
miss you more and more day by day
Labels: just wanted to look at you
3:37:00 PM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
today nothing much in school ... its like boring lor ....
then we were ask to do our history project then was like quite fun can...
then kian hou went over say that he wanna run once the bell ring
then when the bell was going to ring shi en and shirmain come to our class chatting with us la
then kian hou go ask shi en to go to the front door there then tell teacher mr muthu wanna find kian hou and zhi hao then the teacher was like believe then they "escape" like that lor
then we went to find daddy lor actually got go library one lor then all because of him la ask us acc
him lor then all never go (diao...)
when 300+ there slack slack awhile then when to his house sit there nothing to do
thinking of something else ...
then about 5+ went home rest awhile then go tuition on the way we went there walk slowly then chat at the same time then go 7-11 buy choc then saw mao mao kian hou they all nearby bit mao mao cause he was like very what today in class lor arrr... don't say le say le even angrier
i don't know why the more i don't wanna think about him the more i think about him
arrr ...
why is things going the other way round . its not suppose to be like that one lor
wishes that things will get well soon...
Labels: its not suppose to be like that
10:06:00 PM
Monday, April 7, 2008
pamela just now online then she was like unhappy because of something that JY told her
so i decided to comfort her then she told mii that it was easy for mii to say like i did not know how much it would hurt inside maybe the condition compare yours are worse maybe you felt even worse then once i did
but at least i know somewhat a little der not wanting to scold you or what but just to let you know i know it hurts just like i once did i loved him deep in but in sms mii that its impossible for us and just be frenz after cry and pain loved him once again till daddy(LM) told me i should not i cried the last time for him and no more after every cry there will be smilez so i kept him in a corner and never open the wound again letting me cry again ...........
i know it hurts ....
i believe you can get over it when time past by ....
Labels: after every cry there would be more smiles awaiting
10:01:00 PM
today everything in like damn boring the lor
and the stupid teacher say what our class very noise then make us sit under the sun i was like angry tilll like what lor wanna give her a slap ar
erms but other then that it was still okay de lor and also got go meet daddy after school then go drink bubble tea then he let US see something lor so sweet ...
always wanna make me green eye like what de lor !!!
then we like chatted for awhile ...
a bit like sian la but still very happy because very long never slack with him
and shoot him ah hahaha!!!
and what does it mean when you dream of a person two times in a row ???
not knowing what it means i asked so people like daddy and pamela
daddy only dream till cindy which is normal la and pamela dream about her two ex-boyfriends which is also normal la
but what about me i don't like him what but why i dream about him ??
arrrr...
maybe i am just thinking too much
forget it don;t wanna waste time on thinking all this things ...
4:41:00 PM
Sunday, April 6, 2008
this is my world sweet but sad because there are lots of frenz around like my sisters and sweetheart who understand mi but sometimes thing always go wrong when it is not suppose to ...
i don't wish to hurt anyone i love sisters sweetheart brothers on and on but the more i didn't want the more problems there is
love you all no matter wat happen (you know who you are ) if i shout at you or didn't wanted to talk to you one day its not your fault but mine maybe i am not in the mood or what but please forgive
maybe because there are too much things that i wanted to think about which make me moodless to play or talk but i still love you
Labels: the heart which love you will never change ..
11:10:00 PM
first day of blogging don't know what to write ...
But very happy today because its me and my sweethearts one year leh
and having her beside me this one year and still counting its happy every second every minute every moment
people out there don't be green eye okay because she (my sweetheart) is wonderful de lor
she's cute good and lovely
SWEETHEART loving you more and more day by day ...
Labels: when day by day past ..loving you more and more
9:45:00 PM